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Loving Someone You Can’t Have

You invest your time and energy 

You travel, Go out, Make out 

Go places you never been to 

Trying to make that person happy 

Trying to get that first attempt 

Or many attempts 

To give that person you whole life 

In a generation 

That don’t believe in love 

That don’t care about love 

Or what it represents 

Just sex and shelter 

But none the less 

You do your best 

To change what others didn’t do 

But just like you 

Some things can’t become true 

We force our imaginations 

To become realistic 

But realistically 

We fail to realize 

That this isn’t real 

All you was doing 

Was living out A fantasy 

Based on the belief of love 

A sad and painful illusion 

You allow yourself to be trick by 

All for what? Happiness? 

Motivation? Great sex? 

Are you jealous? 

Are you mad that the one you 

Always wanted doesn’t want you? 

Some things can’t be answer 

Even when asking a question 

Maybe you shouldn’t ask 

Maybe you should stop and think 

And think again 

And then think once more 

Is all this worth the anger 

Or depression you made recieve 

Off not able to be together? 

Maybe your just scared 

Or mostly just selfish 

And blind to give up everything 

Because that one person 

You’re die for doesn’t want you 

And instead of moving on 

And allowing yourself to heal 

And look for someone better 

You now entrap yourself 

Into a new level of danger 

Without yourself to find love 

Ignoring anyone that loves you 

Then fall into sudden imprisonment

Over love..

If anyone does fall in love 
Just make sure before anything..

Love yourself first 

Always be prepared for everything 

Don’t feel like your not good enough 

A great person you meet 

Don’t mean a happy ending 

Sincerely 

The one who doesn’t wanna be loved

Sorry in advance.. 

Personal in every sense.. I hurt a lot because I was hurt.. Should have just let it go but that never works out.. A lot of growing up to do and also knowing when it’s OK to let your guard down for that special person.. To my special person I’m sorry you had to deal with my crap. 

DON’T ENTER MY PATH

Don’t enter my path..

The pain and hate 

you have will hurt you 

more than it hurts me.. 

Don’t think for one second 

that your walking out 

that same dark place 

as I walk into.. 

You can walk past me 

like you don’t know my struggles.. 

But you will NEVER experience 

the destruction that I cause 

or was inflicted by. 

You feel trap?

 Imagine being lock in a cage 

and isolated by no windows. 

 just silence.. 

Only noise you hear 

is you beating demons 

until you become one.. 

My advice is to Stay in your lane 

and enjoy it..

before I’ll show you 

a slice of hell..


Author Note: I was just venting along. Most of poetry from back then and now has been me over thinking and saying whatever that was on my mind. When I wrote this.. Took me back to all the things I was apart of and all the chaos and madness I done or help take apart in. 

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LET BURN RANT ūüĒ• : NATIONAL HOLIDAY CALLED HAPPY SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY!

NO THIS ISN’T A TYPO. SINCE MOTHERFUCKAS WANNA MAKE UP HOLIDAYS ONLINE, I DECIDED IT’S TIME FOR A HOLIDAY THAT’S MAKE SENSE. I CALLED IT SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY! 

NOW BEFORE YOU RIP MY HEAD OFF AND CURSE ME OUT… SHUT THE FUCK UP! SOUNDS SO GOOD TO SAY IT WHEN IT’S NEEDED.. WHOEVER INVITED THAT ONE LINE. SALUTE TO YOU! I FIGURE OUT A HOLIDAY WHERE YOU CAN EXPRESS YOURSELF AND ALSO STOP A PEOPLE FROM GOING TO FAR. 

WATCH MY VIDEO ABOVE THIS TO SEE WHAT I MEAN. TOO MUCH TYPING. LOL

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ENJOY YOUR NIGHT AND HAPPY SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY!

BURNNNN ūüĒ•ūüĒ•



LET BURN RANT ūüĒ• : AMERICA WAS NEVER GREAT

A FEW WEEKS AGO. A PHOTO SURFACE ONLINE WITH A CHICK AT HOME DEPOT ROCKING A “AMERICA WAS NEVER GREAT” HAT. NOW THE REST IS HISTORY..


THERE HAS BEEN ALOT OF FOLKS (ESPECIALLY YOU RACIST WHITE FOLKS) WHO DIDN’T AGREE WITH THAT HAT. NOW I HAD A FEW WEEKS TO FIGURE OUT HOW MY BLACK ASS WAS GONNA RESPOND TO THIS FUCKERY! SO LET ME BEGIN MY RANT.

FIRST OFF.. SINCE WHEN AMERICA WAS GREAT? 

AMERICA WAS ONLY GREAT WHEN THEY DECIDED TO START (OR JOIN) A WAR AND IT WAS STILL BAD! WHEN IT COMES TO MONEY.. NOTHING BUT DEBT AFTER DEBT THAT YOU START TO WONDER “HOW WE PAYING BACK ALL THESE COUNTRIES?” YOU GOT A SYSTEM WHO’S WITHOUT A DOBUT CROOKED AS FUCK BETWEEN THE  JUDICIAL SYSTEM AND THE POLITICAL SYSTEM. MIX IN WITH THE MEDIA WHO’S SOLE PURPOSE IS TO GRAB ATTENION BY ANY MEANS JUST TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK GOOD EVEN IF THE ACTUAL STORY ISN’T TRUE OR IF THEY DESTROY SOMEONE CAREER IN THE PROCESS. ALL OF THESE MEDIA PERSONALS ARE STRAIGHT ACTORS WHO GIVE THERE OPINION JUST LIKE ME AND EVERY BLOGGER OUT. (YALL JUST GET PAID TO SPEAK WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO SAY)

THIS INFRASTRUCTURE HANDS DOWN IS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE WORLD. TOO BAD THERE’S MANY HOLES IN IT. LOOK AT THE MOST RECENT AND PAST EVENTS (NOT ALL BUT SOME) 

FROM CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS AND HIS PEOPLE KILLING THE NATIVE AMERICANS AND STRIPPING THEM FROM THERE LAND (IT STILL HAPPENS TODAY CURRENTLY)  TO BRINGING IN SLAVES FROM AFRICA BY FORCE (NOW BLACK FOLKS ARE SLAVES MENTALLY) TO COUNTLESS WARS JUST TO PROFIT ON MONEY (STILL IN DEBT THO) SHOULD I SAID MORE? BECAUSE THAT’S JUST A SAMPLE. I DON’T KNOW HOW ANYONE CAN BE MAD ABOUT A FUCKIN HAT? NOBODY HATE AMERICA . IF THAT WAS THE CASE THEN LEAVING WOULD BE THE ONLY OPTION AT PLAY..  

BACK TO KRYSTAL LAKE. THE YOUNG WOMAN WHO DECIDED TO DO WHAT MANY MOTHERFUCKERS ARE SCARED TO DO. SALUTE TO YOU OVERALL. PERSONALLY IF YOU GONNA BLAME HER FOR HAVING A HAT AT WORK THEN THE BLAME HOME DEPOT! THEY COULD HAVE TOLD HER TO NOT WATCH THAT/ COMPANY POLICY. HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN’T DO THIS AGAIN BUT SALUTE! 

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Don’t let money be the

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BURN POETRY : CHILD SUPPORT


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 GARNISHMENT!  GARNISHMENT! GARNISHMENT!! 

THAT’S ALL I SEE ON A YOUNG MAN CHECK¬†

CHILD SUPPORT GOT ANOTHER YOUNG MAN 

ROBBING ANOTHER YOUNG MAN CHECK 

AFTER KIDS, MONEY IS WHAT KEEPS A MAN HAPPY

IN A WORLD WHERE MOST PEOPLE LIVES IN POVERTY 

LIVING BELOW THE MIDDLE CLASS, 

WHILE YOU EVERY DAY BUST YOUR ASS

AND BUST YOUR ASS

AND AGAIN, BUST YOUR ASS 

TO JUST MAKE OVER 400 – 600 A WEEK OR EVERY 2 WEEKS

WHILE YOUR BODY FEELS WEAK

SKIP EATING JUST TO FALL TO SLEEP 

WAKE UP ALL OVER AGAIN 

JUST TO BUST YOU ASS SOME MORE

KNOWING WHY YOU DO THIS. 

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THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, COMES THE MAIL 

A MAIL LETTER STRAIGHT FROM HELL 

WITH A HIGH CHANCE YOUR ONE DAY MIGHT NEED TO POST BAIL. 

YOU SEE THE NAME OF THE PLAINTIFF AND THE DEFENDANT 

AS WELL AS NOTHING BUT SHEETS AFTER SHEETS

OF CRAP ONLY THE SYSTEM WOULD KNOW

DEPENDING IF YOU PAY ATTENTION 

OR COMPLAIN THAT YOUR NAME IS MENTION 

EITHER WAY IT GOES 

YOUR NAME BEEN MENTION 

BUT WHAT I DON’T FULLY GET IS

THAT WHILE THIS YOUNG  MAN 

UNLIKE OTHER MEN 

HAVE DID RIGHT BY HIS SEED 

NEVER GOT INVOLVED IN HITTING THE MOTHER

NOR EVEN SMOKING A BAG OF WEED

YET THE GOVERNMENT SAID BY LAW

SOMEONE MUST PAY FOR THE CHILD 

OR THE CHILD WON’T RECEIVE ANY BENEFITS¬†

I WAS ALWAYS TOLD THAT DEADBEATS DON’T DESERVE SHIT

BUT THE EYE OF THE GOVERNMENT 

YOUR A DEADBEAT THAT DON’T DESERVE SHIT¬†

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ONLY TO PAY UP FOR EXTRA SHIT 

THAT MONEY YOU SAVE FOR IMPORTANT SHIT 

HAVE BEEN REDUCED IN HALF IF NOT ALL

THAT’S THAT BULLSHIT¬†

BUT TO MAKE IT WORST

THEY CAN SUSPEND YOUR LICENCE 

MEANING YOU CAN’T DRIVE TO JOB¬†

MEANING YOUR ASS IS SCREW FROM FINDING BETTER JOBS 

MEANING YOU BETTER GET TWO OR THREE JOBS. 

THE SYSTEM RAPE US YOUNG MEN

MENTALLY DESTORYS A YOUNG MEN

MORE AT CHANCE HE’LL BE A LOCK UP YOUNG MAN

FOR BEING LATE ON SHIT. 

THE JUDGE DON’T CARE

THE SYSTEM DON’T CARE¬†

AND IF YOUR ON BAD TERMS WITH THE MOTHER..

OOPS, I MEAN BABY MAMA

THEN SHE WON’T FUCKIN CARE !¬†

WHY SHOULD THIS YOUNG MEN 

WHO BEFORE ALL THE BULLSHIT 

PAY MORE WHEN HE WAS PAYING ALREADY?  

WHY SHOULD THIS YOUNG MEN 

GET ROB FROM A CHECK THAT WON’T GO TO HIS SEED.¬†

MOST LIKELY IT’S GOING TO AN AGENCY FULL OF¬†

BLOODSUCKERS JUST TO MAKE UP THERE SALARY.

WHY MUST THIS YOUNG MEN AND EVERY YOUNG MEN

REGARDLESS OF RACE OR RELIGION MUST SUFFER 

THE BULLSHIT CHILD SUPPORT COMES WITH 

WHEN THEY’RE ALREADY SUPPORTING THE CHILD AND /OR CHILDREN¬†

AND MOST OF THE TIME THE MOTHER AS WELL 

WHY ISN’T THE GOVERNMENT ASKING WHY?¬†

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LET BURN RANT 🔥 : FUCK YOUR FEELINGS, COLD WORLD

BEFORE I GO OFF ON THIS SHIT, JUST MAKING THIS VERY CLEAR THAT THIS ISN’T NO DISS OR VERBAL ASSUALT ON ANYBODY! ¬† NOW BACK TO THE RANT.
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LIVE AT EMCEEMANIA ON 5-29-2015

 
BEEN A WHILE SINCE YA BOY BEEN BLOGGING BUT IM BACK! 

LEMME GET YOU UP TO SPEED MY PEOPLE. MY LATEST MIXTAPE ENTITLED “BURN SEASON 2 : LYRICAL OUTBREAK ” IS DROPPING JUNE 1ST (NEXT MONDAY) SO TO PROMOTE THE TAPE I BEEN PERFORMING AS OF LATE AND THIS EVENT CALL EMCEEMANIA IS WHAT I PLAN ON DOING THIS FRIDAY. COME THRU AND CHECK THIS SHIT OUT.

   

I AM READY FOR 2015

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WELL. IT WAS A FUN WEEK. STARTED AT THE HASHTAG BAR (FORMERLY THE FULL CUP) ON STATEN ISLAND ON MONDAY NIGHT. NOT THAT MANY PEOPLE BUT IT WAS STILL GOOD TO FINALLY VENT OUT MY ANGER I HAD. MEET AND CONNECTED WITH OLD AND NEW FACES AT THE PLACE WERE I FIRST STARTED PERFORMING WHEN IT WAS NAME FULL CUP. I’M HAPPY IT’S BACK AGAIN WITH THE OPEN MIC. ALSO THAT WEEK AS WELL I GOT CONFIRM TO PERFORM LIVE AT THE FLAT IN JANUARY (CONFIRM TIME AND DAY WILL COME ON MY LATER POST) .
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AN AMERICAN ANGRY AT AMERICA : PART TWO

We keep protesting and rioting for change…. i just realize something. .THIS WAS NEVER OUR HOME. we were force to come here and Still to this day we still get slaughtered like wild animals while in the mean time they release some of the deadliest drugs known to man in our community, liquor stores to release our stress and anger and since a same person of your skin is next to you.. you fight em. This country and maybe the world don’t care about our race. Quite frankly our race don’t care about our race.. theres good cop but sadly they fall into the BULLSHIT of cops who don’t and will not pledge oath to the badge they sworn to protect and instead of stopping criminals they somehow use the system to get away with the unspeakable of acts known to man..

You see i first i figure it a white cop against a black kid.. but no….IT’S THE WHOLE JUSTICE SYSTEM AGAINST EVERY BLACK PERSON AND ANY OTHER MINORITIES. AND DISABLED WHITE FOLKS.

I SEE POST AFTER POST SAYING THAT A BLACK MAN SHOULD PICK HIS PANTS UP, EDUCATE HIMSELF, COMMON SENSE, AND YOUR RIGHT BUT EITHER WAY.. EVEN AFTER THAT… YOU STILL GO NIGHT NIGHT! WHEN WILL CHANGE COME. WHEN A BLACK CHICK OR SPANISH CHICK GETS GUNNED DOWN BY COPS AND THEN FREE BY THE COURTS..

AS LONG THE JUSTICE SYSTEM IS BROKEN THESE COPS WILL KILL AT WILL.. LIKE I SAID IT’S NOT ALL COPS BUT THE MAJORITY ARE FUCK UP PIGS.. I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY ABOUT THIS… I DON’T THINK THEY GOVERNMENT CARES ABOUT WHAT MY BLACK ASS GOTTA SAY, OR ANY OTHER RACE.

GOOD MORNING AND PEACE BE WITH YOU. HOPEFULLY