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DRUG DEALERS ANONYMOUS FREEVERSE FT. VENTRICEIV 

PRETTY MUCH. ME AND VZA (VENTRICEIV) HASN’T DROP A COLLAB RECORD ALL YEAR (NOT SINCE MY IT’S STILL A COLD DAY IN HELL MIXTAPE) SO THIS WAS A LONG TIME COMING. SO WE DECIDED TO GO OFF ON THIS DRUG DEALERS ANONYMOUS BEAT. PROMOTIONAL USE ONLY. MIGHT DROP THIS ON A MIXTAPE REAL SOON BUT FOR NOW GO AND PRESS PLAY. 


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Loving Someone You Can’t Have

You invest your time and energy 

You travel, Go out, Make out 

Go places you never been to 

Trying to make that person happy 

Trying to get that first attempt 

Or many attempts 

To give that person you whole life 

In a generation 

That don’t believe in love 

That don’t care about love 

Or what it represents 

Just sex and shelter 

But none the less 

You do your best 

To change what others didn’t do 

But just like you 

Some things can’t become true 

We force our imaginations 

To become realistic 

But realistically 

We fail to realize 

That this isn’t real 

All you was doing 

Was living out A fantasy 

Based on the belief of love 

A sad and painful illusion 

You allow yourself to be trick by 

All for what? Happiness? 

Motivation? Great sex? 

Are you jealous? 

Are you mad that the one you 

Always wanted doesn’t want you? 

Some things can’t be answer 

Even when asking a question 

Maybe you shouldn’t ask 

Maybe you should stop and think 

And think again 

And then think once more 

Is all this worth the anger 

Or depression you made recieve 

Off not able to be together? 

Maybe your just scared 

Or mostly just selfish 

And blind to give up everything 

Because that one person 

You’re die for doesn’t want you 

And instead of moving on 

And allowing yourself to heal 

And look for someone better 

You now entrap yourself 

Into a new level of danger 

Without yourself to find love 

Ignoring anyone that loves you 

Then fall into sudden imprisonment

Over love..

If anyone does fall in love 
Just make sure before anything..

Love yourself first 

Always be prepared for everything 

Don’t feel like your not good enough 

A great person you meet 

Don’t mean a happy ending 

Sincerely 

The one who doesn’t wanna be loved

Sorry in advance.. 

Personal in every sense.. I hurt a lot because I was hurt.. Should have just let it go but that never works out.. A lot of growing up to do and also knowing when it’s OK to let your guard down for that special person.. To my special person I’m sorry you had to deal with my crap. 

Why Pray?

Pray.

But for what? 

Why pray? 

What am I praying for ?

Who am I praying for? 

Pray to God?

Pray to allah?

Pray to satan? 

Pray to pray? 

What’s the logic in praying? 

When things are the same 

Ok fine. Lemme pray 

I’ll drop my knees down 

And bow my head 

And put my hands together 

And speak to whatever is over me 

In reality it’s just the ceiling 

But all jokes aside 

I’ll pray to what’s on my mind 

And what’s been on my mind 

Has been life 

And the destruction of it 

To whomever hearing this 

I pray that not one day 

And not sooner or later 

But right now 

Right now we see peace on earth 

Right now we stop the madness 

Right now we stop racism 

Right now we stop corruption 

Right now we stop hate 

Right now we stop the killings 

Why am I still praying? 

We were all created somewhere 

I’m praying to the creator of one 

And whoever did create me 

I hope you know that 

This praying isn’t working out 

Maybe it’s time you fix this mess 

A trillion prayers and counting.. 





Author Note : Just another random thought in my head. Venting while I was on that Staten Island ferry heading home. Makes you wonder what’s the whole point in praying for something to happen.. Sometimes it’s better to just do it. Others won’t agree with this poem but I know a few will. Enjoy

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Let Them Feelings Go / Now And Quick. 

Tears, Frustration and pain

The same pain that force change

But that’s because you had to 

Not because you want to.

The tears rolling down your eyes

Describe your anger, the sadness

The miserable life your in

Over this person 

Who don’t care about you

Never care about you 

And never will care about you 

Do you care about you? 

Yourself? , your well-being? 

You keep going back and forth 

In a never ending cycle 

Over this one person 

Who not only broke you down

But this one person 

Made you 

Violated you 

Strip you 

Now your a brainless soul 

Not able to trust a soul 

Love a soul 

Or connect to another soul 

All because you allow yourself 

And your feelings

To blind you from the truth 

This person will never change 

That person don’t wanna change 

Change don’t translate to change 

The only change that will happen 

Is the change inside you 

Let’s face it 

Your scared to face it 

Scared to realize that in reality 

Your dreams 

Your visions 

Your hope 

Your happiness 

All in this one person 

Who don’t care about you 

Never care about you 

And never will care about you 

But do you care about you? 

Do you care about you now? 

Or are you still blind to see reality 

Let them feelings go now 

Let them feelings go quick 

Your dreams 

Your visions 

Your hope 

Your happiness 

Can still happen 

Either by yourself 

Or with someone else 

Who will cherish you 

Who will fight for you 

Who will honor you 

Who will marry you 

Who will die for you

So my question is to you. 

When are you gonna walk away 

And let them feelings go? 





Author Notes : I’m not the only person who been in this type of situation. I can’t speak for the many ladies and guys who felt trap within themselves to find any ways to make something work when all signs point to failure. I’ve play both roles (the victim and villain) there is times I should have shown more respect and just been honest with my other half and not lie and or hurt. I hope whoever reads this are able to think for a moment and then decide is this really the type of happiness you want or is it time to let go them feelings and move on. 


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DON’T ENTER MY PATH

Don’t enter my path..

The pain and hate 

you have will hurt you 

more than it hurts me.. 

Don’t think for one second 

that your walking out 

that same dark place 

as I walk into.. 

You can walk past me 

like you don’t know my struggles.. 

But you will NEVER experience 

the destruction that I cause 

or was inflicted by. 

You feel trap?

 Imagine being lock in a cage 

and isolated by no windows. 

 just silence.. 

Only noise you hear 

is you beating demons 

until you become one.. 

My advice is to Stay in your lane 

and enjoy it..

before I’ll show you 

a slice of hell..


Author Note: I was just venting along. Most of poetry from back then and now has been me over thinking and saying whatever that was on my mind. When I wrote this.. Took me back to all the things I was apart of and all the chaos and madness I done or help take apart in. 

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Respect The Black But Hate The Blacks

Black 

More than just a color. 

Less than just a race. 

Black.

What I love about black is that

It never gets ugly

So rich in darkness 

It never gets dirty

So powerful a color 

Than even black itself  

Can’t tell it own color 

Almost the comparison 

Of black folks as a race

Not knowing there own color 

Don’t matter what kind of black

No no no, don’t tell me

Better yet, Don’t explain to me

Team brown skin

Team dark skin

Team caramel 

Team light skin 

We are team black

But I guess your never see blacks

Saying that 

Hiding the facts 

While dissing a black 

Black man 

Black woman

Black girl 

Black boy 

Black baby

We forever break a apart 

Like black logo toys 

Being told that This is our culture 

And What culture is that?

When we’re destroying our future 

Because were too ingrorant 

To follow the scripture 

Instead we allow other people

To rewrite the scripture 

So it favors them more than us

We enslaved ourselves to this thus

Allowing others from around earth 

To treat us like dogs 

Just like they treat black dogs. 

Better yet black dogs or black cats

Or anything black that appeal 

To other race would give them more

Respect than blacks. 

Within the last 26 years 

I witness hate against blacks

White against blacks 

Asians against blacks 

Spanish against blacks 

Every known race hate blacks 

Even blacks hate blacks 

Blacks woman hate a black man 

Until he find love with another race

Then black woman becomes

A biter blacks woman

Then the black men 

don’t trust  a black woman

Nor have respect for her

All he wants is a quick nut 

Skeet skeet all over her butt 

Then dump her 

Call her a common slut 

A thot, a ho, a dirty mutt 

If this wasn’t poetry i would say 

The b word because 

That’s  what the black men 

Thinks of a black woman

I guess it’s the anger he got

Toward his black mom

Who probably was beaten everyday

By his black dad

Better yet his deadbeat dad

Who shown no love to his son

And no love to his daughter 

Not able to find there father 

The kids starts crying to mommy 

saying Mommy, i want daddy

I want daddy, I want daddy

I want daddy, I want daddy…. 


Sigh

I keep looking at my surroundings 

And all I see is black.

Black boots 

Black ski mask

Black guns 

Black hoodies 

All black everything 

Being worn by non blacks

They respect the blackness 

And some maybe respect 

The black culture 

But they hate the blacks 

As a person and a race 

Label us African Americans 

When in fact I’m not. 

And we’re not! 

Screw the African American community 

This is a black community 

We we’re born 

And we still remain 

Kings and queens 

Not anything less than that 

Read about your past 

Even if the schools hates our past ..

BLACK.. 

AUTHOR NOTE : I had no idea about what I was saying when I wrote this piece. Just kept going with the word black and the rest is history. As black people, we’re not receive well unless your a superstar and even after that they get bash from the social sites to the the media.. Just hope that to all my beautiful black people in the world.. Continue to fight and not against each other. Let’s fight the system that was meant to buried us, put us against each other and destroyed us as a community. Thank you for reading. 

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BURN SEASON 2 : LYRICAL OUTBREAK (1 YEAR LATER)

BEEN OVER A YEAR SINCE I DROP BY FAR MY BEST PROJECT TO DATE IN BURN SEASON 2 : LYRICAL OUTBREAK. THIS TAPE TOOK A FULL 2 YEARS AND MANY STUDIOS TO COMPLETE THIS TAPE. IM QUITE HAPPY WITH THE RESULTS. JUST WISH I KEPT PROMOTING THIS TAPE. 


TRACK LISTING

  1. BACK AT IT AGAIN (PRODUCED BY BEEEZ MUSIC)
  2. FREAKY FRIDAYS FT. DAISH-A-VOU (PRODUCED BY WORLD HIP-HOP BEATS)
  3. IMAGINE THAT FT. JAQUAN DA DON, JSK THE GREAT AND UPTOWN GULLY (PRODUCED BY TWAN DA BEATMAKER)
  4. SHOULD HAVE BEEN OUT (PRODUCED BY ILLTHOUGHTZ)
  5. DENIAL (PRODUCED BY JUICE BEATS)
  6. KILL3R FT. JAQUAN DA DON AND UPTOWN GULLY (PRODUCED BY HASH BEATZ)
  7. HASHTAG BAR CYPHER FT. DAISH-A-VOU AND ARRIELLE GILLAM (PRODUCED BY J1K)
  8. MY NIGGAZ FT. ITSDAKOPPA, JAQUAN DA DON, UPTOWN GULLY, T-LOCK, NEW HIYO, DARK CLOUD AND THE WOLF (PRODUCED BY LUGER BEATS)
  9. I’M ON (PRODUCED BY A.R. BEATS AND SAINT THRILLAH)
  10. HIP-HOP REBEL (PRODUCED BY REDD TUNE PRODUCTIONS)
  11. ON MY WU-TANG SHIT (PRODUCED BY YUNG BOY D.E.X.) 
  12. WHO WE BE FT. THE WOLF, DARK CLOUD AND UPTOWN GULLY (PRODUCED BY SARU BEATS)
  13. SHOULD HAVE BEEN OUT REMIX FT. VENTRICEIV (PRODUCED BY ILLTHOUGHTZ)
  14. DARK FORCES (PRODUCED BY J1K)

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LET BURN RANT 🔥 : NATIONAL HOLIDAY CALLED HAPPY SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY!

NO THIS ISN’T A TYPO. SINCE MOTHERFUCKAS WANNA MAKE UP HOLIDAYS ONLINE, I DECIDED IT’S TIME FOR A HOLIDAY THAT’S MAKE SENSE. I CALLED IT SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY! 

NOW BEFORE YOU RIP MY HEAD OFF AND CURSE ME OUT… SHUT THE FUCK UP! SOUNDS SO GOOD TO SAY IT WHEN IT’S NEEDED.. WHOEVER INVITED THAT ONE LINE. SALUTE TO YOU! I FIGURE OUT A HOLIDAY WHERE YOU CAN EXPRESS YOURSELF AND ALSO STOP A PEOPLE FROM GOING TO FAR. 

WATCH MY VIDEO ABOVE THIS TO SEE WHAT I MEAN. TOO MUCH TYPING. LOL

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ENJOY YOUR NIGHT AND HAPPY SHUT THE FUCK UP DAY!

BURNNNN 🔥🔥



LET BURN RANT 🔥 : AMERICA WAS NEVER GREAT

A FEW WEEKS AGO. A PHOTO SURFACE ONLINE WITH A CHICK AT HOME DEPOT ROCKING A “AMERICA WAS NEVER GREAT” HAT. NOW THE REST IS HISTORY..


THERE HAS BEEN ALOT OF FOLKS (ESPECIALLY YOU RACIST WHITE FOLKS) WHO DIDN’T AGREE WITH THAT HAT. NOW I HAD A FEW WEEKS TO FIGURE OUT HOW MY BLACK ASS WAS GONNA RESPOND TO THIS FUCKERY! SO LET ME BEGIN MY RANT.

FIRST OFF.. SINCE WHEN AMERICA WAS GREAT? 

AMERICA WAS ONLY GREAT WHEN THEY DECIDED TO START (OR JOIN) A WAR AND IT WAS STILL BAD! WHEN IT COMES TO MONEY.. NOTHING BUT DEBT AFTER DEBT THAT YOU START TO WONDER “HOW WE PAYING BACK ALL THESE COUNTRIES?” YOU GOT A SYSTEM WHO’S WITHOUT A DOBUT CROOKED AS FUCK BETWEEN THE  JUDICIAL SYSTEM AND THE POLITICAL SYSTEM. MIX IN WITH THE MEDIA WHO’S SOLE PURPOSE IS TO GRAB ATTENION BY ANY MEANS JUST TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK GOOD EVEN IF THE ACTUAL STORY ISN’T TRUE OR IF THEY DESTROY SOMEONE CAREER IN THE PROCESS. ALL OF THESE MEDIA PERSONALS ARE STRAIGHT ACTORS WHO GIVE THERE OPINION JUST LIKE ME AND EVERY BLOGGER OUT. (YALL JUST GET PAID TO SPEAK WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO SAY)

THIS INFRASTRUCTURE HANDS DOWN IS ONE OF THE BEST IN THE WORLD. TOO BAD THERE’S MANY HOLES IN IT. LOOK AT THE MOST RECENT AND PAST EVENTS (NOT ALL BUT SOME) 

FROM CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS AND HIS PEOPLE KILLING THE NATIVE AMERICANS AND STRIPPING THEM FROM THERE LAND (IT STILL HAPPENS TODAY CURRENTLY)  TO BRINGING IN SLAVES FROM AFRICA BY FORCE (NOW BLACK FOLKS ARE SLAVES MENTALLY) TO COUNTLESS WARS JUST TO PROFIT ON MONEY (STILL IN DEBT THO) SHOULD I SAID MORE? BECAUSE THAT’S JUST A SAMPLE. I DON’T KNOW HOW ANYONE CAN BE MAD ABOUT A FUCKIN HAT? NOBODY HATE AMERICA . IF THAT WAS THE CASE THEN LEAVING WOULD BE THE ONLY OPTION AT PLAY..  

BACK TO KRYSTAL LAKE. THE YOUNG WOMAN WHO DECIDED TO DO WHAT MANY MOTHERFUCKERS ARE SCARED TO DO. SALUTE TO YOU OVERALL. PERSONALLY IF YOU GONNA BLAME HER FOR HAVING A HAT AT WORK THEN THE BLAME HOME DEPOT! THEY COULD HAVE TOLD HER TO NOT WATCH THAT/ COMPANY POLICY. HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN’T DO THIS AGAIN BUT SALUTE! 

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#JAYBURNQUOTE NUMBER 2 

We all need money…

Don’t let money be the

“Only” reason for your survival.


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